St. Peterburg!!! where I was born is remaining the most special part of me , my existence, culture. My view on life, way of thinking are affected by this city and its people, who say that once born there you have a st. Peterburgian blood in you.
The City was founded in 1703. An eastern legend that is now part of the city mythology describes the first days of the city:
'Construction of the City had began, but the Marsh Swallowed all the stones. Blocks after blocks, but all had disappeared and nothing remained on the surface but Swamp. The Tzar Peotr the Great saw that this was still not his city, and with these words he began to lift block after block and assemble them in mid-air. In this manner he constructed the entire city, and when it was complete he let it fall to earth.'
It is Russia's second largest and Europe's third largest city after Moscow and London. Surrounded by Neva River, Gulf of Finland and Baltic sea. St. Petersburg enjoys the image of being the most European city of Russia. It is called with pridy, by its people 'The Northen Capital.
The new city's first building was the Peter and Paul Fortress it originally also bore the name of
Sankt Pieterburg. It was laid down on
Zaiachiy (Hare's) Island, just off the right bank of the Neva. The marshland was drained and the city spread under the supervision of German and Dutch engineers , whom Peter had invited to Russia. Peter restricted the construction of stone buildings in all of Russia outside of St Petersburg, so that all stonemasons would come to help build the new city.

I do not think St. Peterburg has ever known an easy times. I tend to think about this gorgeous city with deep sadness. Its greatness had a price which was paid by the lives of people for nearly 300 years.
After the Civil War, and murder of the Tsar Nicholai the 2nd and his family, as well as millions of anti-Soviet people, the renaming to Leningrad was designed to destroy last hopes among the resistance, and show strong dictatorship of Lenin's communist party and the Soviet regime.
St. Petersburg was devastated by Lenin's Red Terror then by Stalin's Regime in addition to crime and vandalism in the series of revolutions and wars. Between 1917 and 1930s, about two million people fled the city, educated intellectuals and aristocracy, who emigrated to Europe and America. At the same time many political, social and paramilitary groups had followed the communist government in their move to Moscow, as the benefits of capital status had left the city.
During Second World War Leningrad was surrounded under a siege by the Germa
n Wehrmacht from 1941 to 1944
. The City was constantly bombed and systematically isolated it from any supplies, causing death of more than 1 million civilians in 3 years.
My Grand Mother, was 13 at the time, she used to run with other children onto the roofs of the buildings and throw sand at the shelled bombs, so it would not explode on the top of the building. She said that people were desperate for food. They were only given 125 grams of bread for a week and few potatoes. Her pictures of that time look dreadful. She looked like a walking skeleton. People were eating rubbish, cats, dogs, mice and rats and sometimes dead corpses.
So, now , even that i did not experience it myself, every time I am throwing food i feel strange sense of guilt, as if could change something. After two years of the siege- blockade, Leningrad became an empty "ghost-city" with thousands of ruined and abandoned homes.

After such horrors there is no wonder that people wanted to revive the city and to make it the most beautiful of all. I have never for example seen such beautiful underground stations in any of the European major cities. Not in London or Paris , not in Barcelona or Berlin. But in St. Petersburg you descend into an underground station and you really feel the greatness of Russia, the generous warm hand of Russian soul its people and of the Russian Nature (endless, wide fields, forests, rivers). The singing soul of Russia, when your voice wants to continue into an endless space and reflect the happiness and the suffering, the love and the misery of this land.
My grand mother Zoya was a history teacher and a tour guide and from very young age I was passionate about this city.When I left Russia I was 13 years old and I was totally in love with St. Petersburg. First few weeks I used to dream that I fly above the city, looking down at all the familiar places and wonder that I have never seen it before form such hight.